the night i never got high

i know what i want. i know i can get what i want. if i only just reach out. but i can't. i won't. cos i can never be too sure. cos to a small extent, i'm afraid of FAILURE.

F***.

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Respect for those who went beyond their limits. Respect for those who outlasted the others. Respect for those who scored. Respect for those who didn't, but still smiled.

Respect for myself.

We'll know how much it cost us on Monday. I'm guessing close to a $1000. Is it worth it? I guess. Cos the life we/I live is shit. A night of fun is definitely worth every penny

Is it?

Too late, dickhead.